When I first approached this text my heart sunk - here we go again, another passage that is interpreted in a number of ways; not all of which are particularly helpful. There it was ready to thwack me about the head; pick up your cross and carry your burdens. Some people add 'these things are sent to try us' or 'give everything up because then you'll be rich in heaven'.
Here's what I saw.
Jesus lived a life, and it can't have passed him by that most humans picked up a fair bit of baggage on the way. Surely Jesus was inviting us burdened folk to pick it all up and come on the journey with him. Maybe Jesus was essentially saying 'your baggage doesn't exclude you, bring it with you, you can use it, we can find hope within it.'
Blessed are the cracked; for they will let in the light.
I feel like I'm carrying a heavy load at the moment and it makes me want to give up, a lot. I'm often like a child silently whimpering 'please don't make me go.' But that load doesn't exclude me from moving forward and interacting with the world around me - not despite the brokenness but through it.
Tomorrow I travel to my childhood home for the last time before my parents leave that side of the country, and embark on simply the hardest thing I've ever attempted. It sounds so silly in a world of serious stories and conflict, but my 300 mile charity cycle ride is a big deal at this moment in my life.
Whatever happens I will be carrying my burdens and my brokenness with me, all the way to Brussels, because they are part of my journey and there is hope within them.
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